with a combination of a cold malt 40 ounces and the drugs that hit the hardest I believe that I have managed, to harness all this energy that you've been building up in me, and pretend it never meant a thing to forget how to love and welcome hate
no, fuck whoever said that pain is only temporary. It's never ending its everlasting. you only gain a tolerance to the feeling.
and with the winter comes the freezing i cant stand this fucking feeling
its just the changing of the seasons
you bring the cold but I stay heated
I cant keep living this way I’ve got to step it up. I wont love you the same that’s just tough luck, you wont make me stay, you cant keep me stuck you better give it up
I’ll never change my ways
they say that summer
is the very best of what might be
well I say summer came and went
before the fade took ease
if you really want to know what it is to be free
come to hell with me you'll see
Ill burn myself alive
just to know where I reside
this is my offering
this is not your territory
this is just the side of me you never seen
I surely hope you learn your lesson
stay the fuck away from me
credits
from Hell In The Streets,
released December 1, 2014
Written By: NIVES
Engineered, Produced, Mixed & Mastered By Daniel Concho at A Sound Escape Studios (Instagram: @asoundescape)
Sample from "My Downfall," by The Notorious B.I.G. (We do not own).
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